from being overcome by sleep. I
held my eyelids open with my fingers, and stood for hours together leaning upright against the wall, fighting sleep with all my might; but the dust of drowsiness invariably gathered upon my eyes at last, and finding all resistance useless, I would have to let my arms fall in the extremity of despairing weariness, and the current of slumber would again bear me away to the perfidious shores.
Sérapion addressed me with the most vehement exhortations, severely reproaching me for my softness and want of fervor. Finally, one day when I was more wretched than usual, he said to me: "There is but one way by which you can obtain relief from this continual torment, and though it is an extreme measure it must be made use of; violent diseases require violent remedies. I know where Clarimonde is buried. It is necessary that we shall disinter her remains, and that you shall behold in how pitiable a state the object of your love is. Then you will no longer be tempted to lose your soul for the sake of an unclean corpse devoured by worms, and ready to crumble into dust. That will assuredly restore you to yourself." For my part, I was so tired of this double life that I at once consented, desiring to ascertain beyond a doubt whether a priest or a gentleman had been the victim of delusion. I had become fully resolved either to kill one of the two men within me for the benefit of the other, or else to kill both, for so terrible an existence could not last long and be endured.
The Abbé Sérapion provided himself with a mattock, a lever, and
a lantern, and at midnight we wended
our way to the cemetery of ———,
the location and place of which were
perfectly familiar to him. After
having directed the rays of the dark
lantern upon the inscriptions of
several tombs, we came at last upon
a great slab, half concealed by huge
weeds and devoured by mosses and
parasitic plants, whereupon we deciphered the opening lines of the
epitaph:
Ici git Clarimonde
Qui fut de son vivant
La plats belle du monde.
"It is here without doubt," muttered Sérapion, and placing his lantern on the ground, he forced the
point of the lever under the edge of
the stone and commenced to raise it.
The stone yielded, and he proceeded
to work with the mattock. Darker
and more silent than the night itself,
I stood by and watched him do it,
while he, bending over his dismal toil,
streamed with sweat, panted, and his
hard-coming breath seemed to have
the harsh tone of a death rattle. It
was a weird scene, and had any persons from without beheld us, they
would assuredly have taken us rather
for profane wretches and shroud-stealers than for priests of God.
There was something grim and fierce
in Sérapion's zeal which lent him the
air of a demon rather than of an
apostle or an angel, and his great
aquiline face, with all its stern
features brought out in strong relief
by the lantern-light, had something
fearsome in it which enhanced the
unpleasant fancy. I felt an icy sweat
come out upon my forehead in huge
beads, and my hair stood up with a
hideous fear. Within the depths of
my own heart I felt that the act of
the austere Sérapion was an abominable sacrilege; and I could have
prayed that a triangle of fire would
issue from the entrails of the dark
clouds, heavily rolling above us, to
reduce him to cinders. The owls
which had been nestling in the
cypress-trees, startled by the gleam
of the lantern, flew against it from
time to time, striking their dusky
wings against its panes, and uttering
——————
- ↑ Here lies Clarimonde
Who was famed in her life-time
As the fairest of women.