CHRISTINA GEORGINA ROSSETTI
As you set it down it broke
Broke, but I did not wince ; I smiled at the speech you spoke,
At your judgement I heard : But I have not often smiled
Since then, nor question'd since, Nor cared for cornflowers wild,
Nor sung with the singing bird.
I take my heart in my hand,
O my God, O my God, My broken heart in my hand :
Thou hast seen, judge Thou. My hope was written on sand,
my God, O my God: Now let thy judgement stand
Yea, judge me now.
This contemn'd of a man,
This marr'd one heedless day, This heart take thou to scan
Both within and without : Refine with fire its gold,
Purge Thou its dross away Yea, hold it in Thy hold,
Whence none can pluck it out.
I take my heart in my hand
1 shall not die, but live Before Thy face I stand;
I, for Thou callest such : All that I have I bring,
All that I am I give, Smile Thou and I shall sing,
But shall not question much.
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