the hedge of lilacs which bordered the
yard, and halted at the gate with an air
of hesitation. She turned ghastly white:
retribution was upon her. It was Duvernois.
With that swift instinct of escape
which sensitive and timorous creatures
possess, she glided out of the room,
through the upper hall, down a back
stairway, into the garden behind the
house, and so on to an orchard already
obscure in the twilight. Here she paused
in her breathless flight, and burst into
one of her frequent coughs, which she
vainly attempted to smother.
" I was already dying," she groaned.
"Ah, why could he not have given me
time to finish ?"
From the orchard she could faintly
see the road, and she now discovered
Leighton returning briskly toward the
house. Her first thought was, " He will
look up at the window, and he will not
see me!" Her next was, "They will
meet, and all will be known !"
Under the sting of this last reflection
she again ran onward until her breath
failed. She had no idea where she
should go : her only purpose was to
fly from immediate exposure and scorn
—to fly both from the man she de
tested and the man she loved. Her
speed was quickened to the extent of
her strength by the consideration that
she was already missed, and would soon
be pursued.
"Oh, don't let them come !—don't let
them find me !" she prayed to some in
visible power, she could not have said
what.
Mainly intent as she was upon mere
present escape from reproachful eyes,
she at times thought of lurking in the
woods or in some neighboring village
until Duvernois should disappear and
leave her free to return to Leighton.
But always the reflection came up,
" Now he knows that I have deceived
him ; now he will despise me and hate
me, and refuse to see me ; now I can
never go back."
In such stresses of extreme panic and
anguish an adult is simply a child, with
the same overweight of emotions and
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the same imperfections of reason. Dur ing the moments when she was certain that Leighton would not forgive her, Alice made wild clutches at the hope that Duvernois might. There were glimpses of the earlier days of her mar ried life ; cheering phantoms of the days when she believed that she loved and that she was beloved — phantoms which swore by altars and bridal veils to secure her pardon. She imagined Duvernois overtaking her with the words, "Alice, I forgive youn madness : do you also forgive the coldness which drove you to it ?" She imagined herself springing to him, reaching out her hands for recon ciliation, putting up her mouth for a kiss, and sobbing, "Ah, why were you not always so ?" Then of a sudden she scorned this fancy, trampled it under her weary, aching feet, and abhorred herself for being faithless to Leighton. At last she reached a sandy, lonely coast-road, a mile from the village, with a leaden, pulseless, corpselike sea on the left, and on the right a long stretch of black, funereal marshes. Seating herself on a ruinous little bridge of unpaintcd and wormeaten timbers, she looked down into a narrow, sluggish rivulet, of the color of ink, which oozed noiselessly from the morass into the ocean. Her strength was gone : for the present farther flight was impossible, unless she fled from earth—fled into the unknown. This thought had indeed followed her from the house : at first it had been vague, almost unnoticed, like the whis per of some one far behind ; then it had become clearer, as if the persuading fiend went faster than she through the darkness, and were overtaking her. Now it was urgent, and would not be hushed, and demanded consideration. "If you should die," it muttered, "then you will escape : moreover, those who now abhor you and scorn you, will pity you ; and pity for the dead is almost respect, almost love." "Oh, how can a ruined woman de fend herself but by dying ?" She wept