our joys have taken their departure, they are but a
step before us. But it has always been so, the chief
occupation of man being to torment himself withal.
At first, on coming to Oregon, Ewing Young would
be king ; but finding there a monarch so much his
superior, he fell into hateful ways. So mightily had
he been mistaken in the beginning, that soon he felt it
hardly safe to be sure of anything. But when the
shore lines of his life were worn somewhat smooth by
the eroding waves of humanity's ocean, and the rewards
of benificent conduct far exceeded the most sanguine
anticipations of benefits to flow from evil practices,
might not the broad truth have come home to him,
that he is made as conspicuously uncomfortable whose
virtues lift him above the common sentiment of so-
ciety, as he whose vices sink him below the general
level ?